why everybody so emotional arh these days?? i dun get it.......m.y. pulak miss sumbody...as if she misses a guy...well, she said its not a guy...and she ask me to ask es....haiz...nvm i will ask her..haha..wtd, i memang pat wan mar...

whats wrong wid ME?? MEEEEE??????????????? more emo?? i guess so........... BUT WHY ARH??? why emotional?? OR IS IT GIRLS MEMANG EMOTIONAL WAN?? okok...........i dont get it..why i miss that person sooooo much........... * GET THAT PERSON OUT OF MY BRAIN!!!****

i dun get it..why ppl keep on asking me this....*U TREAT ME AS A FRIEND, GOOD FRIEND OR BEST FRIEND....* HOW COULD I ANSWER THAT??!! I TREAT EVERYONE EQUALLY........... except to some that i really am close with...then thats my best fwen......* my really best friend**...that wont poke my back!! when im not looking!! or noticing>...... i had a really best best friend since std 2...she is a really nice friend......a really true friend..altoh we do sumtimes argue to each other...we shared problems each other...*although she sumtimes doesnt likes being the middle person in sum stuff..*dont ask what it is** and the first ever song that made me cry is...a japanese song...*Ayumi Hamasaki - Heaven* so nice le..... she will forgive me..*maybe sumtimes** hahaha...she is definately a nice nice friend...


to some of u all...i think u noe hu is that.........haha........... THE FIRST EVER PERSON I CRIED FOR..IS THE PERSON** I REALLY LOVED THAT PERSON....*BUT....WE..JUST REMAIN...........HAIZ....** I DONT WANT to talk about that anymore...it had left a deep scar on my heart.. i cant believe i cried for you!!! i think i misses u too much...i dont want to think bout it anymore!!...........................................................................................................!@#$%^&*()_+.........



thank YOU MY FRIENDS!!! LURVE U ALL SOO MUCH..THX FOR CHEERING ME UP WHENEVER IM SAD..although i noe most of u all might think im happy from the outside...but inside....there is depression.... most of all.......thanks!!!!!!!

will i keep strong?? sad...im just felling so depressed... looking out through the window..thinking the obstacles i had to face....people if i had a problem wid me..go on..share wid me..u DONT NEED TO TALK BAD BEHIND OF ME!!!!!!! i was sad..thx to my friends when i need them they were always there.........i look trough the window .and the time just pass by.............

lotsa stuff happened today!! out of sudden 4 ppl sms me at once!! sry keng hwa!! i reply ur message late!! haha..*paiseh..* i was enjoying my slumber that tym..hehe..datuk K kor kor cannot walk pulak... hurt his damn knee..ask him not to go school tml..he pulak say he want ..haiz...stupid fella la him.. my damn couz pulak tak pergi marching..haiz...shud i go in the evening?? will i ruin everything..*includin the formation??** i din even noe pn lee was a cristian!! haha...thx ellysha for de info... 3-5 hm.....i think im going..pray to god that my mum allow me to go....i guess she allow..*if it doesnt rain..and the weather isnt that hot** i dun get it..why my couz cant find the sahara field..haiz...whole night i was thinking about dat... *dun ask me wad is it**...shud i or shud not.. and PHEI FANG!! NO MORE SCARY STORIES PLEZZ!! i cant sleep the whole night u knoe...thinking about that!!! *argghhhhhhh***

lazie to continue...busy nowadays..nothing to write neither..haiz...daerah marching is so near de...couz pulak haven buy full-u yet..lost hamsters lately!! sobzz....

back from krs annual camp!!

krs annual camp..2007............RAWKS!!!


OKAY..LETS SEE....WAT I DID THERE....


first day...(13 april...(at night)..)

hmm...when we reach there..we are divided into groups...well, at first i was complaining to be placed in purple group...but....i made new fwens..(most of them form 2 niah...but melvin was taller than me...)...we introduced each other..and we are the.....little barneys!!! we played a game that we had to choose a cartoon character for our group and have to say out the reason on why we choose that particular cartoon character...and have to dance or sing oso...haiz....

BUT I STILL REMEMBER THE SONG!! u noe, its my group members mixeed idea...

i love you, u love me,
we are little barneys,
we are little purple barneys in krs,
we are special in everyways.........(nice le...kekeke***)

we played till so insane.... and on that day we had to ronda... and our group had to ronda at 4-5 am!!! so early..i only managed to sleep for 1 and the half hour!! when i woke up..i seriously feel like puking out..i duno way..walk oso cannot walk properly..*maybe i too blur dah* ronda not that fun la actually..we spent half and our from 4.30-5.ooam at the kantin chit chat while makan....but why seniors have to wake us up at 5.30am?? so early...sobs...


(14 of april....)

i din bath weih in the morning....seriously..i do stinks...haha....on that day...we played lotsa games that we need group work...and the group leader is melvin!!! *all hail dai lou** in the morning..as early as 6..we did senamrobik...*lets exercise ppl*** then we went for the practical course..finnaly..i knew about the ikatan!! hehe... after that...go other class to learn other stuff lor...den we had our lunch..*chicken and veggy again**... after that we went to play games!@!!
yay!! i love the games so much!!

1st game: we must suck water from the pail with a straw....and we must jump over sum line..and spit those water out into the water bottle...

2nd game..: water ballon!! haha...too bad i din kena splashed... haiz... we are suppose to point our fingers on the floor and turn 10 rounds..* i do feel dizzy..luckily ada orang lift me up..* so paiseh.. really very dizzzyy...and sumore must pull the tyres..


3rd: hmm....to zhi yang station....the balancing and shoting game!! *lazie to explain**

4th: went to tse hui's station..*hate that game* so tiring..and we must find mentos..and pick it out with our mouth..and it is burried inside flour!!! MELVIN THAT DAI LOU gave up halfway...but haiyah..nvm la....at first had to go up the small bukit at block C for 5 tyms..*nearly fall* other group...there is two malay guys their face is all white..*so kua zhang**

5th: went up the small bukit at block D..so fun le climb up..and go down..the experience is like mountain climbing...and we are given a ques... must arrange the stones according to wei kin's clue....our group is the first hu got all correct!! thx to bernade's and melvin's common sense..haha..

too bad we din manage to go that mud crawling stunt..* i longed for that***..haiz..but its bcuz its gonnna rain....

to be continue.......................................................

as busy as a bee!!

HAD 4 PROJECTS HAVENT DONE YET!!! imagine me..all alone doing that stuff!!! and i was soooo confused making decisions!! should i or not.....haiz...

HAD A HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE TODAY...'thanks' to Ernest..that quite annoying fella sitting at the back of me during tuition... BUT he is kinda funny..haha.... at first he called me mummy..then he called me jia jia....*at least jia jia sounds better than mummy!!* haiz....during sjh period..he kept on poking me at the back with his pen or pencil!! anooying betul!! cause he wants answer for the sjh test..padahal i wasnt listening to teacher most of the time... and i duno a single thing of chapter 4....

that ernest is getting me on my nerves!! luckily..i manage to control myself... is to CHILL~~~~ DOWN.... he attempt to drink water from my bottle... *grr** it is bcuz he kept on bg me to let him drink sum water..padahal when i ask him to take water some water from outside of the classroom...he dun want..the reason is no CUP!! GRR...HE SAID the jia jia outside just wouldnt giv him a cup.... called that jia jia preety also dunwan... so that maybe after hearing his praises she will giv him.. haiz...

BUT end up oso..without my knowledge he went and took my bottle!! and he went and wet my shirt....!!* abit only la* luckily not wet my shirt with the leftover milo packet drink!! or else i will slap him on the spot!! well, i wanted to wet him back...but one of his fwen went and took a bottle and wanteed to splash me!! den i hv to hold back....

haiz..but he end up did drink the water from my bottle..but luckily..no saliva in my bottle!! haiz...he arh....can be kinda annoying, but can be nice...at least i got one correct more than him iin the exam...*no offence..my marks are kinda low....coz..i tembak almost every single question...* tml rain again!!! i dunwan go marching...hehe

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yesterday...totally addicted to the games at cosmo world at times square....play till headache.... okok...not bad weih...times square got bowling alley already...

seriously.. do i seems to be a nice person? besides ....short...!!! first tym ppl say that im nice weih.... *havent show my true self yet..haha*


duno wat to talk....*keeppppp silence*** *sooooo quiet*** not a sound can be heard****........* u can only hear....echos*****

so silence******